Yetmi\u015f d\u00f6rd\u00fcn May\u0131s ortas\u0131nda ba\u015flad\u0131
\ns\/ona yolculuk.
\nSeksen ikinin k\u0131\u015f\u0131 d\u00fcn gibi yirmi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnde Oca\u011f\u0131n buz tuttu y\u00fcrek. Babam\u0131 karda otururken bulup onsuz kal\u0131nca \u0131s\u0131nmamacas\u0131na.
\nYazd\u0131m hep \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e yazd\u0131m, yazd\u0131k\u00e7a \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcm. 2003 Aral\u0131k sonunda ilk cemre d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc vakitsiz ve erkendi ama a\u011fard\u0131 Tan yeri, k\u0131\u015f y\/az oldu.<\/p>\n
2004 sonu yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde ikinci g\u00fcne\u015fin ke\u015ffi benim i\u00e7in… Bir yolculuk ki iyiye, g\u00fczele insanla sadece insanl\u0131k ad\u0131na. Deniz Feneri ile kesi\u015fen yol bir oldu kald\u0131 ay\u0131rmas\u0131n Mevla.
\n2009 bahar\u0131 vedaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131rken \u015eubat yirmi yedisinde tam ikinci cemre \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimi \u015eafak s\u00f6kt\u00fc.<\/p>\n
44 y\u0131lda dile kolay yar\u0131m asra alt\u0131 kala bir kay\u0131p \u00fc\u00e7 m\u00fckafat. Gidenin yeri dolmaz, hi\u00e7bir duam onsuz olmaz. Gelenler c\/ana nefes. Yoruldum dedi\u011fimde tam edemeyi\u015fimin sebebi onlar pes.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcn bitti yar\u0131n me\u00e7hul. \u00d6m\u00fcr sadece bug\u00fcn ve ka\u00e7 g\u00fcne daha a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r g\/\u00f6z\u00fcm bilinmez. Gaye hep ayn\u0131 do\u011fdu\u011fumuz gibi kalabilmek son nefese kadar insan.<\/p>\n
Ahir \u00f6mr\u00fcmde sar\u0131 yapraklar misali d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor kelimeler ve toplay\u0131p diziyorum itinayla tek tek. Y\u0131llar var kaleme kalmad\u0131 gerek, dilin zikretti\u011fi t\u00fcm \u015fiirleri yazan y\u00fcrek.<\/p>\n
E\u015flik eden g\u00f6n\u00fcllerin biri 1001 \u00f6mr\u00fc hay\u0131rl\u0131 ve uzun olsun…<\/p>\n
\u00d6ns\u00f6z\u00fc s\/onda kalanlar\u0131n susu\u015fu b\/a\u015fka!!!<\/p>\n
Gece hala gece, k\u0131\u015f ayn\u0131 k\u0131\u015f ayaz,
\nAma umut hep var, bug\u00fcn de\u011filse yar\u0131n yaz.
\nBir t\u00fcrk\u00fc tutturay\u0131m diyorum \u00f6nce,
\nSonra, sen yine sus, sus da \u015fiir yaz!!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":1212,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[22],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-1211","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","4":"has-post-thumbnail","6":"product_cat-siir","8":"first","9":"instock","10":"sale","11":"shipping-taxable","12":"purchasable","13":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/1211","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1211"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1212"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1211"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=1211"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=1211"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=1211"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}