Gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda el atarak buldu\u011fum bu k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tla sessizce seslenmek istiyorum. Usulca itiraf, bir miktar da iltifat\u2026 Okuma vaktinin ne zaman olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeksizin bunu sana yaz\u0131yorum BABACI\u011eIM;
\n\u0130ki yaprak aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n o derin sat\u0131rlar\u0131na, h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc ve \u00f6zlemini payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlara, D\u00fcnyaya g\u00fcnl\u00fck misali de\u011fil de \u015fiir olarak bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n o bak\u0131\u015f ve bunlar\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn kalemine hayran\u0131m Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Pencere \u00f6n\u00fcnde dikilip uzun uzun dald\u0131\u011f\u0131n hatta burnunu kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n o s\u0131ralarda \u015fiir kurgulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyar gibi oluyorum. Ben de oralara bak\u0131yorum. Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z bulu\u015fuyor ama ikisi de ba\u015fka \u015fiirler olu\u015fturuyor. Hislerimle duydu\u011fum \u015fiirlerin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda olanlar\u2026 Hani her sabah kalkal\u0131m diye hayk\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131n\u2026 Kimi al\u0131nt\u0131 kimi senden inciler.
\nBir de de\u011fi\u015fik kelimelerle, kar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f m\u0131sralarla olu\u015fan \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z. Onlar \u00e7ok komikler ve de\u011ferliler. Hi\u00e7bir anlam\u0131 yok. Mesela \u201c Teb bonus g\u00f6b\u00fc\u015f\u201d \u201c k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k sa\u00e7lar ve yolunan ka\u015flar \u201c nas\u0131l olu\u015ftular bilinmiyorlar ama bize \u00f6zg\u00fcler\u2026 Ve \u00f6zg\u00fcn olmaksa ya\u015fayan \u015fiir olmak gibi. Her tan\u0131yan\u0131n sende ba\u015fka anlamlar \u00e7\u0131karmas\u0131 belki de kendinden bir par\u00e7a bulmas\u0131 gibi\u2026
\nBenim kalemim seninki kadar g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc de\u011fil belki, hatta b\u0131rak naz\u0131m\u0131 uya\u011f\u0131 k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 bile yanl\u0131\u015f. Ne yapay\u0131m lise \u00f6\u011frenciyim. Gece gece elime bu geldi. Zaten yapm\u0131\u015f\u0131m yaramazl\u0131k. Bize \u015fiirlerini okuyunca \u00e7ok sevmi\u015ftim. Hepsine bakmak istedim. \u015eansa bak o da beni bekliyormu\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na elimi atar atmaz buldum. Okudum izinsiz. \u00c7ok \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim. Hatta yatmam gereken saatte cevap yaz\u0131yorum. Bunlar\u0131\u2026 s\u00f6zl\u00fc yapamazd\u0131m. Yaz\u0131yla olmal\u0131yd\u0131.
\nVe te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim. Sayenizde yani sen ve annemin genleri bana bilim hayranl\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda etrafa s\u0131radan bakamamay\u0131 sa\u011flad\u0131. Her yaprak bir evlat gibiydi, dal\u0131nda olu\u015fup b\u00fcy\u00fcyordu ama sonra gidiyordu. R\u00fczg\u00e2r savuruyordu. S\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyor, par\u00e7al\u0131yordu. Bitiyordu sonra par\u00e7alar topra\u011fa kar\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu\u2026 Her g\u00f6z damlas\u0131n\u0131n ayr\u0131 bir hik\u00e2yesi vard\u0131. Akt\u0131k\u00e7a silip at\u0131yorlard\u0131 ama yanaklarda kuruyup kalanlar; akl\u0131nda, y\u00fcre\u011finde\u2026 Demek ki insan hik\u00e2yesini atam\u0131yor. Ya\u011fmurlar! Onlar bile bardaktan bo\u015fal\u0131rcas\u0131na ya\u011f\u0131yor ve elbet d\u00f6ng\u00fc kurtulmas\u0131na izin vermeden bulutlar\u0131 dolduruyor. Onlar bile kurtulam\u0131yor. Ben ya\u011fmurlar\u0131 \u00e7ok severim baba. Ya\u011fmur damlas\u0131 o birikintiye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor sonra \u00e7oklu daireler ve d\u00fcnyalar olu\u015fuyor. Edebi ve ebedi ifade etmek ne g\u00fczel de\u011fil mi baba\u2026
\n\u00dc\u00e7 noktalar sana yetmiyor. Oysa onlar\u0131n devam\u0131 sonsuzdu. Hep g\u00fcl, hep ne\u015fe ile kalan \u00fc\u00e7 noktalar\u0131n olsun\u2026<\/p>\n
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Gecenin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda el atarak buldu\u011fum bu k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tla sessizce seslenmek istiyorum. Usulca itiraf, bir miktar da iltifat\u2026 Okuma vaktinin ne zaman olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeksizin bunu sana yaz\u0131yorum BABACI\u011eIM; \u0130ki yaprak aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n o derin sat\u0131rlar\u0131na, h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc ve \u00f6zlemini payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00e2\u011f\u0131tlara, D\u00fcnyaya g\u00fcnl\u00fck misali de\u011fil de \u015fiir olarak bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n o bak\u0131\u015f ve bunlar\u0131 d\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn kalemine hayran\u0131m Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Pencere […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"featured_media":22708,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":[],"product_brand":[],"product_cat":[22],"product_tag":[],"class_list":{"0":"post-22707","1":"product","2":"type-product","3":"status-publish","4":"has-post-thumbnail","6":"product_cat-siir","8":"first","9":"instock","10":"sale","11":"shipping-taxable","12":"purchasable","13":"product-type-simple"},"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product\/22707","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/product"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22707"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/22708"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22707"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"product_brand","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_brand?post=22707"},{"taxonomy":"product_cat","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_cat?post=22707"},{"taxonomy":"product_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kutluyayinevi.com\/magaza\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/product_tag?post=22707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}